times up

well, i leave austria tomorrow. this is my last entry, from austria at least. even as i'm writing this, it doesn't seem real that i'm no longer going to be a part of the everyday life of the letteners. now i have to make my own daily routine. i have grown so comfortable here. it feels so much like home for me. i feel like such a part of the family. but at the same time i know that it's not where i belong. i'll write more about the whole experience later. it would take too long now.